[Luckily there isn't much in her stomach that could end up on the floor. Her appetite hasn't been the best after the horrors of the invasion and she's found herself replacing the food with cigarettes, coffee and small sugary snacks she had gotten from the Collective. So, the pool of vomit stays relatively small as she continues to cough and dry heaving, her whole body shaking violently and palms pressed against the hard floor.
Her having a child shouldn't be possible. It just couldn't be! It's such an absurd idea that J had completely blocked it out of her mind. After all, it's not like she could get pregnant. That's the reason why men liked having sex with her, right? No need to use protection and worry about her showing up on their doorstep after 9 months.
But just because it was impossible to her didn't mean it was to others.
The thought of it made another nauseous wave hit her. Each of her muscle tenses up so that it almost hurts, cold and odorless sweat covering every inch of her. All of it making her feel dizzy
she turns to look back at him. There's still little vomit on her chin and eyes red and full of tears. And only when their gazes meet once again J realizes that she's afraid. Afraid of what he just told her, afraid of the files on his hand. Afraid of him.]
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Her having a child shouldn't be possible. It just couldn't be! It's such an absurd idea that J had completely blocked it out of her mind. After all, it's not like she could get pregnant. That's the reason why men liked having sex with her, right? No need to use protection and worry about her showing up on their doorstep after 9 months.
But just because it was impossible to her didn't mean it was to others.
The thought of it made another nauseous wave hit her. Each of her muscle tenses up so that it almost hurts, cold and odorless sweat covering every inch of her. All of it making her feel dizzy
she turns to look back at him. There's still little vomit on her chin and eyes red and full of tears. And only when their gazes meet once again J realizes that she's afraid. Afraid of what he just told her, afraid of the files on his hand. Afraid of him.]